COME TO ME, O MY SERVANTS

 

Come to Me
O My servants!
Return to Me as soon as possible
I will still accept you, do trust Me
You are My servant, My creation
Being weak and careless is your nature
I want you to admit your weakness
Every time you are guilty, please come to Me
Confess your guilt, and cry before Me
As a sign of never ending remorse
Be aware,  O My servant
The grieving from the people who have sinned
Is what I love, more than My love from the prayers of the Auliya’s
Do not put off any more
No one is not guilty
You are a servant
I love people who admit that they are guilty
I  love those who are in repentance
O My servants !
Seek forgiveness from Me
I will still accept you
Am  I not your God ?
My love to you
Is beyond  the love of a mother to her child
This is Allah’s desire
To His  servants
As explained from Al Quran and As Sunnah

MY REPENTANCE

 

O Allah, O Rabbi
Please listen to my weeping heart
I am Your unworthy servant
Please accept my repentance
I am Your wrongful servant
Please pardon all of my sins

You are Most Benevolent
You are Most Merciful
You are Most Forgiving
You are The One to accept my repentance

With my lament, please do listen to them
I am in misery over my sins
With my grievances, please do accept them
With my request, please do not let me be disheartened

I am in misery over my sins and state of shame
Over my immoral conduct
I seek with Your Grace
Please pardon all of my sins

I regret over my wrongdoings
Please accept my repentance
Please guide me
I have suffered, I have agonized
Let my fear be my shafaat in Hereafter

I express my sufferings to You, O Allah
You are The One to whom I confide my grief and sorrow
No one else can forgive
Except You, O Allah

You are Most Benevolent
You are Most Merciful
You are Most Forgiving
You are The One to accept my repentance

ABU SOFWAH

 

O ALLAH, PLEASE TAKE ME WHILE I AM IN REPENTANCE

Allah says ” And O Believers turn towards God in repentance, so that you may attain bliss”.
( Surah Al Nur 24:31)

Rasulullah PBUH said, ” The one who repents from sin is like one without sin, and if God loves a servant, sin does not adhere to him”.
Then he recited, ” Verily God loves those who turn unto Him ( in repentance ) and He loves those who purify themselves”. ( Surah Al Baqarah 2:222)

It was asked, ” O Messenger of Allah, what is the sign of repentance?”
He replied, ” Remorse”.
The Messenger PBUH is reported to have said, ” There is nothing more loved by Allah than the youth who repents.”

Repentance is to return from what is blameworthy in the law of Islam to what is praiseworthy in it.

The Prophet SAW said, ” Remorse is an act of repentance.”

There are three conditions of repentance which must be present in order that it be sound:
1. Remorse for the violations that have been committed
2. Immediate abandonment of the lapse
3. Firm resolve not to return to similar acts of disobedience.”

When a man abandons major sins,
Loosens from his heart the bond of persistence,
And firmly intends not to return to sin,
at that moment true remorse comes to his heart.
He regrets what he has done
and reproaches himself for the repugnant acts he has committed.
Then his repentance is complete
His striving is true and his exchanges the comradeship of the evil companions he previously kept for isolation and for detestation to them.
He works day and night in sorrow
and he embraces sincerity of regret in all his states
Erasing by the flood of his tears the traces of his stumbling
and treats the wounds of his sins with the goodness of his repentance

….. DU’A………..

O Allah, please take me while I am in repentance
or take me while I’m doing honorable deeds
or take me while I’m in fear of You
or take me while I’m longing for You
Please take me while You are pleased with me
Do not take me while I’m in Your wrath
O Lord, I’m Your servant
who is in need of guidance
Please guide me to the right path
O Lord, while the other people are seeking for the world
Let the world seeks for me instead
I will subject it to preconditions
If it is willing, I will accept
If it refuses, I will simply dismiss it

-ABU NIZAMUDDIN-
04-11-1998

PLEASE GIVE ME THE STRENGTH TO PROTECT MYSELF

O Allah, You are the God who created me, Your servant

Your servant who is poor and vulnerable

The one who has desires or lust which is always tempting, the devil that is always deceiving

How could I clean myself from sins

How could I get away from being guilty

O Allah, I seek with Your grace

I ask with Your love

Please give me the strength to protect myself

From the temptations of lust and deception of Satan

If I commit any sin and offense

Please remind me to repent

That repentance of mine, please accept it O Allah

That is, every time I commit any sin

Please remind me again to repent

As time goes on, please continue to accept my repentance O God

Because those who repent are considered as innocent

Hopefully when I return to you

I am free of sins

Your wrath no longer exist

Please save me from Hell

I am weak, that I expect from you, O God

Please accept my petition Ya Rahim , Ya Rahman

Ameen

ABU IN’AAM

24.7.2002

10:00 pm

 

 

 

 

A Letter to Paradise

O Paradise,

I feel embarrassed every time I give my salutation at the end of my prayer. I feel embarrassed with my own self over my request to have you from Allah. And yet I really do know and I am aware that I do not deserve you at all. How could someone evil like me can enter you? How could a person like me who is still covered with sins and filth, be allowed to sit idly inside you. While my sins which are as high as a mountain, I am not certain when they will all be forgiven ! My repentance is still full of falsehood. Even though I have made efforts to repent over my false repentance…

O Jannatul Firdaus,

The news is that you will only accept people who have safeguarded and blessed hearts, while my heart is really full of rusted evil traits. Being resentful, laziness, self-centered, egoistic, arrogance, love for the world, fear of death, all these are still nesting within my heart. I am still unsure as to when I will be cured. I have fought against all of them but there are still some that remain.

O Paradise,

What other ways can I get to you? Surely, You are really waving towards the siddiqin, the syuhada and the muqarrobin for them to get inside you. Just look at me. My journey towards there, I feel that it seems to be so far away. I feel that it is beyond my reach. While Allah, Al Mighty God has prepared only two final destinations, Paradise or Hell. O no!

O Allah, please, I beg for Your blessings. As I know that, human beings are thrown into Hell because of Your justice and they enter Paradise because of Your blessings… Your blessings are what I ask for..

* The world is hard but Hell is extremely agonizing.
*The world is beautiful, but Paradise is extremely delightful.

 

TESTS AFFLICTED UPON US ARE FOR DIFFERENT PURPOSE

 

 

Tests afflicted on a person
the purpose is not the same
Sometimes the tests that God afflict on a servant
is because of His curse
as the servant has been too disobedient
Sometimes with the purpose of eliminating his sins
as the person has struggled to avoid sins but he is still gets involved with sins
Sometimes with the purpose
of elevating one’s status
because of his righteousness and deep faith
Quite a number are tested with the purpose of alerting them
To give them enlightenment and guidance
If the tests are afflicted upon us
We do not know for which purpose it is for us
Therefore, as being polite and respectful with God
Since we are His servants
We should relate the tests that we received are because of our sins
or because of His wrath
So that we will always be in repentance towards Him
This is a safe way for us

after Asar
04-03-1999

 

PLEASE FORGIVE OUR SINS

Please forgive our sins, O Allah
We have sinned ever so frequently
Pardon us, O Allah!
So that we are protected from Your place of torment

Grant us repentance, O Lord
You are the Acceptor of penitence
We are incapable of entering Your place of the condemned
As the punishments are too gruesome and horrifying beyond imaginations

With Your Grace, please forgive us
Or with Your Mercy, please grant us Your pardon
If You bring upon us Your punishments
We are still Your servants, O Allah

If You forgive us, Your Greatness will not be altered
If You forgive us, Your Supremacy remain unscathed
As no one is capable of threatening You
As everything else are created by You

We are hopeful constantly, we are asking endlessly
We will not give up on You, now and forever
We will not feel sick and tired in asking
Until with Your blessings, our sins are pardoned.

ABUYA ASHAARI MUHAMMAD AT TAMIMI

REPENTANCE – TAUBAH TARHIL

Please forgive O Allah Most Supreme

Please forgive O Allah Most Supreme

Please forgive O Allah Most Supreme

Allah, You are the only God, there is none other except You

You are Most Most Alive

You are Most Independent

Your servant repent O Allah

Your servant repent O Allah

Your servant repent O Allah

Repentance from a cruel servant

Who feels powerful even when he is powerless

Powerless to cause any harm

Powerless to give any benefits

Powerless to take any life

Powerless to give any life

Powerless to resurrect a life

– ABUYA-

LET’S ALWAYS BE TEARFUL

 

Let’s always be tearful

We do not know our fate and destiny

Even though we are under guidance

It is not necessarily that we have been accepted

We should always feel sad

Thinking of our fate and destiny

We are uncertain of the moment of our death

Whether we are in faith

or otherwise

We should always feel sad

Even though we perform our religious duties

It is not necessarily that they are accepted

Even though we are under guidance

Will it last till the end

We do not have the time to laugh

Even though we are in repentance

It is not necessarily that it is accepted

Let’s always be tearful

We do not know our own finale

Let’s ask from God

So that His guidance lasts till the end

Let’s always be tearful

We do not know our fate and destiny

Even though we are under guidance

It is not necessarily that we have been accepted

– ABUYA-